Torri your magic will be forever and ever... I wish that your dream has come true for you... I'm sorry that you had to leave so soon... I know that you worried a lot about your Mother, know that there are many people watching over her... as I know you are, too... if ever needed you can call on my Mother... I wish you peace Torri... you are so missed. For now... Joanne. Perhaps one day we shall meet.
Torri.. this may be out there, not sure what happens when a person dies.. not sure where the soul goes, or if there really is an afterlife.. I hope that there is. I hope there is something. I hope that there remains a connection. I know that my Mother would be there for you until yours can be with you again.. she has a lot of love to give. In this day of solitude could I ask you to give my Mom a hug for me, if you can. I'll send one to your Mom. Thanks Torri.
Hi Torri, I needed, wanted to stop by. I don't think I actually have to write why.. I think you know. You are special Torri and so loved. I am with you always. I think you know that, too. Rainbows on rainbows... Thanks Torri.
Hi Torri. Another 16th is here.. I don't know where you are, but I feel you. You are in me, in so many and in so much. Your magic truly eternal. Walk in me and with me Tor..143... Peace4Eva <<3333
Hi Torri. I'm not big on the 'hate' word, but I HATE that you had to leave and I HATE the pain that your Mother now endures. I also HATE that I can't do anything to take that pain away and I HATE that I can't bring you back. I'll never understand why you were taken Torri. I'll just never understand, never!
My thoughts are with you Torri. Stay with us, with your Mom. I learn more about you all the time. I'll never understand why you had to go. All my love.
Hi Torri. I created a new video. My computer seems to be having some issues and it won't let me save the movie file. You've made videos so I'm sure you would be able to relate to my frustration. Not sure what to do!!! Thanks for the rainbow. I haven't seen one since I was a kid. Very special Torri, just as you will always be. All my love, Jo.
Torri, so much younger than myself, yet you have helped me in so many ways. I've put myself out there tonight. Thanks. I've shared of myself with many, especially a good friend. Whatever becomes of it, it is what it is, it is who I am. Thanks Torri. Thanks for helping me to be me.
Hey Torri. It's me Joanne. It was so nice to meet you the other morning. I know it was just a dream but something that I hoped I could do. Meet you that is. You were so beautiful and funny, just the way I always think of you. I love you kid. I'm more than twice your age yet you inspire me in so many ways. I've learned a lot from you. All my love, Joanne 143 <<<3333
Why? That's one of the biggest questions? As I read your Mothers words I could only imagine what she was feeling as she wrote the words, ya know Torri, what she is feeling. She wrote that you believed in God. She wonders why. I too wonder why as I have never been able to believe. Did you know Torri? It seems as though you did. I had a childhood friend that was killed. He knew. Everything leading up to his death proved that he knew it was coming. I find myself wondering how you felt about knowing. Were you scared? Did you understand? You in ways put your knowing out there but how did you keep it to yourself? Were you aware but yet not consciously fully aware? I find myself this week with so many emotions, so many thoughts. If you could have said no to God that you didn't want to go would he have let you? What was the purpose of it? I just don't understand Torri. How can we find the answers? How can I believe in him? Should I believe in him? So many questions. Your Mother has so many questions. She has so many needs. How is it that she deserves to be going through this? She doesn't. No one does. Can you hear this? Are you aware of what is going on now? So much. How are people suppose to handle losing someone? Why did you have to go? Are you present in any way? I too have so many questions. Why didn't I try to wake her sooner? I could have saved her. How I wish I could make everything right for everyone. What exactly is right? How do I find the answers? The sixteenth is minutes away. Another month has passed since you had to leave. How can I possibly touch this day? All my love to you. The same deal as before Torri.. you hug mine and I hug yours. For now... <<<3333
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And This Is How I Would Use It: I would bring you home!
Continue to send your rainbows Torri... continue your magic. You are so loved and so missed! All my love to you Torri. Joanne
I never had the opportunity to know you personally, but I miss you!
Peace,
Joanne
Thanks for the rainbow. I haven't seen one since I was a kid. Very special Torri, just as you will always be.
All my love, Jo.