our first days, weeks...
You slept through the night at 3 weeks old. I woke up that morning shaking the night off of me, not understanding the morning light and a full seven hour sleep. I prayed you would be breathing.
You also smiled your biggest and brightest smiles for Dad. You would not stand for comotion, and did not like going out. I decided I would keep you in, and safe, for a bit.
We napped together and often I woke up first, and counted the days you lived so far... amazed but this counting always came with tears I would later hide from you.
I did not want time to pass.



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